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Pretending To Fly (fdm096)

by Chris Anderson

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1.
ALL OF MY DAYS all of my days are melting into a blue green haze somewhere they separate a little left of the maze twisting, turning blistered, burning blended up and spit in the blaze and all of my lies are fading into spots in my eyes sometimes they rescind and sometimes they wear a disguise dislodged, unspoken dodging, broken driving all the fools to arise and all of my thoughts are spilling onto pages once wrought sometimes they're brilliant and sometimes we find that they're not disjointed, vague not pointing ways reselling everything that we bought all of my dreams are scattered as far as it seems sometimes they're oceans and sometimes they're no more than streams -4/13/05
2.
The King 03:42
THE KING everyone loves a quiet night everyone loves the sunshine everybody wants to see the light as long as everybody's feeling alright everyone loves the moon when it glows everyone loves the sunshine everyone loves the wind in their toes everyone needs it everyone tip your hat raise your glass look around ya everyone hail the king why don't ya? everybody wants to speak their mind everyone loves the sunshine everybody wants to turn back time and look into the eyes of the skyline everyone's got a good idea everyone's thinking of something else everybody wants to bottle up the sun and leave it in the cupboard on the top shelf everyone tip your hat raise your glass look around ya everyone hail the king why don't ya? everybody's gotta get where they're going everyone forgets about the sunshine everybody's got a mind to keep on flowing and everyone loses it sometimes everybody's gotta take time to breathe everyone sleep in the sunshine everybody wants what everyone needs everybody's running out of TIME everyone tip your hat raise your glass look around ya everyone hail the king why don't ya? -4/8/05
3.
Letter Gone 03:05
LETTER GONE didja see it? didja see the cone strike? crashing down and smashing down didja see it levelling the ground? didja see it? didja see them smile and wave when they called your name? didja see it when they walked you down the row? and the hordes all rallied and hollered about to let her go or shoot her down this letter's gone this two bit town is floating down the river now lying on the bed, underground didja hear it? didja hear the news? recycled blues, loaded guns, and platform shoes phony smiles and frigid frowns didja hear it? didja hear the sixteen shots that brought that mother down? didja hear it when they dropped her naked on the ground? and the preachers all rallied and called for security what once was their bane was now their disease and that ragged old letter lay soaked and unread under the stones on the riverbed didja need it? didja need to hear about it or was it lost in the shuffle or washed out in the flood? didja mean it? didja mean what you said? or was it anger, resent, or pain? or were you just sick of the blood? and there you were rallying to yourself calling for your own kind of change and what once was a goal is now just waste now that old letter's gone -4/7/05
4.
EVERYONE BREAKS SOMETIMES who rolled the stone? who loosed the chain? who left it rusting in the rain? who brought you up? who knocked you down? who gave you the runaround? it's all small talk til the stakes are raised and no one is here to blame you, shame you, tame you, or defame you but no one's here to praise you just to comfort you everybody feels the weight sometimes everybody feels your pain everybody breaks sometimes that's just the way it is who told you that you had to cop a smile each and every day? who told you that you had to walk for miles and to think before you convey? it sounds like a tall order now the stakes are high and no one is here to take you down, shake you down, break you down, or wake you but no one's here to praise you just to comfort you everybody feels the weight sometimes everybody feels your pain everybody breaks sometimes that's just the way it is and sometimes the sky rips open and sometimes the clouds collide and sometimes you find you're hoping for a better place to hide and sometimes the wind is whipping and sometimes it's blindly still and sometimes you feel you're slipping and sometimes you will who cracked the cup? who stole the crown? who left them hanging in the old town? who broke the silence? who shushed the crowd? just before they dropped the hammer down it's all small talk til the stakes are raised and no one is here just to praise you it's all small talk til the stakes are raised and no one is here just to praise you it's all small talk when the stakes are raised and no one is here just to blame you no one is here just to blame you, shame you, tame you, or defame you no one's gonna take you down no one's gonna shake you down no one's gonna break you down no, they'll never wake you but no one's here to praise you just to comfort you everybody feels the weight sometimes everybody feels your pain everybody breaks sometimes that's just the way it is everybody breaks sometimes... -4/13/05
5.
Dizzy Spell 02:56
DIZZY SPELL looking out, looking up he took the book and threw it up shoo it off, newly tough and roughly just the same for twenty days and thirty more still standing by the open door back door, cellar door dancing on the cluttered floor prancing and romancing taking chances on the fence making sense of the densely packed six-gun rack in a lean-to shack face the fact, it's getting back to daylight, stagefright waiting for another night to chase those cosmic blues away away from the river away from the cold away from the darkness away from the old scenery misfit, half-wit, stupid git it's just a taste of the waste they fed us here on tuesday must be a slow news day and the dues that we paid were too short contort, distort, retort and the dancer closes her eyes and turns away from the sky and the mirrors and the healers and the dealers of the lie into the shelter the swealtering room the rickety porch her heart like a torch descended on me just like a candlewax scorch and the sting of a two karat ring made her sing like a fallen angel would sing and we bring them our rain and we show them new pain it's a shame we lost all track of the time spinspinspinspinspinspinspinspin spinspinspinspinspinspinspinspin spinspinspinspinspinspinspinspin spinspinspinspinspinspinspinspin hit the ground. 4/10/05
6.
KILL IT TO LIVE we used to sit out on the ledge never slipping off the edge just lying there like birds unwinged waiting for the wind waiting for the wind to sing behind the wood and stained-glass wall they kept him breathing til the fall still trying and denying him he never made an open choice waiting for the wind waiting for another voice we never really thought they'd have to buy the world to give we never really thought they'd have to kill it to just to live your thoughts, like open hearts are caught like diamonds in a sieve we never really thought we'd have to kill it just to live ten-cent, fingerprint newsprint whore wail on the rail like a banshee at the door the lions do their penance while lying naked on the floor sleeping, swerving, down the road the steepest mountains soon erode and point towards the answers that he had scribbled underneath his hat waiting for the wind to knock him down and leave him flat we never really thought they'd have to buy the world to give we never really thought they'd have to kill it to just to live your thoughts, like open hearts are caught like diamonds in a sieve we never really thought wey'd have to kill it just to live harnessing rebellion choose another fear tarnished like Trevelyan with dirt between his ears dream of a new morning or an old one to relive dream of frigid warnings to kill it just to live no sleep, no peace no love, no breath no inbetween waiting for the wind to sing ten-cent, fingerprint newsprint whore wail on the rail like a banshee at the door waiting for the wind to slap your face and close the door we never really thought we'd have to kill it to just to live -4/10/05
7.
WAX LIPS AND JUICE and when the dust has cleared away and all the clouds are back in place i'll take you down to this one horse town we'll raise another then we'll burn it down and sit and watch the embers fade then raise it up again it's okay, it's alright we can close our eyes tonight and if the sun is left alone with all the dirt you've ever known we'll raise our glass and toast to everything and watch in reverence as they dance and sing we'll write it down and memorize their lines and play them back again it's okay, it's alright we can close our eyes tonight and if your memories start to fade we'll carve in stone the words you said and hand them down for all to know in time and stitch together what was yours and mine we'll drink another to forget the way they broke you down again it's okay, it's alright we can close our eyes tonight -5/10/05
8.
Marabelle 03:36
MARABELLE marabelle stood up in the afternoon shook the dust from out of her hair and spun around in circles in the crowded corner room and everyone could see that she was there she never stopped to think about the time she turned away or the time she made a point to show the whole wide world what she became marabelle kept a rattlesnake in a basket by the door she would take it out from time to time and shake it in the face of anyone who came around like the ones to tried to show her all the signs that would lead her to some ill-advised advancement of here age she would look around and die just from the sight of what she became marabelle took a moment out to think about the time before turning her sights to something else no preacher, pawn, or exorcist could make her see another way not that they would even want to try coz marabelle just had that thing that made them all behave it was something like a hurricane that came crashing down in waves of what she became marabelle just took a breath and started dancing on the floor she spoke in tongues and broken rhymes she rolled and flailed and spun around but there was no one there to see just how sweet marabelle came to be what she became -3/30/05
9.
Idle 03:05
IDLE around the corner from the obvious down the road from the oblivious across the screet from the progress that your patience may someday bring over the river from comfort and trust over the border from some kind of lust above all the avenues of patience and disgust progress waits in the wings progress needs patience to keep it alive patience brings waiting and a will to survive waiting brings little but the want to arrive from the idle hands waiting on the other side under the radar and into the streets under the covers and into the sheets falling once over for the ones who persist and the ones who insist, well... you know they never help into the sum of the substance of this under the thumbs of the ones we missed and the ones that we kissed now grow like a cyst on the face of the patience that we once held progress needs patience to keep it alive patience brings waiting and a will to survive waiting brings little but the want to arrive from the idle hands waiting on the other side -4/17/05
10.
TWISTING ONCE AGAIN flower cold drifting desert bloom shattered sun splintered castover gloom tipping scales persistant black rain blankets collide til they're twisting once again dancers crush clustered and tight stained glass eye refracting all the light turnstile trip crushing coal train standing in the doorway til they're twisting once again 4/14/05
11.
THE OTHER SIDE OF ATLANTA moving just like clockwork stealing under the gun looking out the tattered screen pretending she's the one waiting for a simple time to stash our dreams away fading like the morning stars fade away and it's fifteen miles to the other side of atlanta that's where my baby's crawling up the vine and it's fifteen miles to the other side of atlanta we're gonna take some time we're gonna take all night driving through the red lights sleepin' at the wheel for half the day and all the night i could hardly feel her skin was wrapped around my soul like the cover of a book she's got a due date chiseled on her back no time to look away and it's fifteen miles to the other side of atlanta that's where my baby's crawling up the vine and it's fifteen miles to the other side of atlanta we're gonna take some time we're gonna take all night looking over my shoulder there's nothing left to see except the dust of other days gone by and they're all lost on me we pull into the parking lot get out and walk around she said "if it is, then i guess it's not" and promptly hit the ground and it's fifteen miles to the other side of atlanta that's where my baby's crawling up the vine and it's fifteen miles to the other side of atlanta we're gonna take some time we're gonna take all night -5/3/05
12.
Eventually 05:39
EVENTUALLY everything you say and everything you do will someday make it back to you just wait and see everything you say and everything you do everything you wish for will come true eventually all that you dream of and all you've waited for all that you've seen in your delusions of grandeur all that you speak of and all that you feel all that's oblique will someday be real everything you say and everything you do will someday make it back to you just wait and see everything you say and everything you do everything you wish for will come true eventually all that you sing of in all of your songs all that you bring up from the right to the wrongs all that you capture and all that you crave all of your rapture will build saints out of knaves everything you say and everything you do will someday make it back to you just wait and see everything you say and everything you do everything you wish for will come true eventually all that you've wanted and all that you don't all that you've flaunted and all that you won't all that you boast to a tolerable degree will haunt you like ghosts eventually everything you say and everything you do will someday make it back to you just wait and see everything you say and everything you do everything you wish for will come true eventually -4/17/05
13.
SLEEPIN' AT THE WHEEL do you ever notice moments when you're halfway there and back again and circles jerk you up and down your eyelids drop and hit the ground you hardly notice or escape your knuckles white, your mouth agape you think about the way it turns a moment into something else, no doubt you take some time to wander out just wake me up, sweet lucille i'm sleepin' at the wheel again just wake me up or shake me up before i hit that dream again just wake me up, sweet lucille i'm sleepin' at the wheel again just wake me up or shake me up before i crack it up again do you ever see the guarantee there's nothing there in front of me the clouds have kept your eyes at bay there's nothing stronger than the way it holds you close and takes control and wraps it's arms around your soul and builds a tunnel deep inside to find a stanger place to hide, no doubt you take some time to wander out just wake me up, sweet lucille i'm sleepin' at the wheel again just wake me up or shake me up before i hit that dream again just wake me up, sweet lucille i'm sleepin' at the wheel again just wake me up or shake me up before i crack it up again -4/15-18/05

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Chris Anderson's 62nd full-length album release. The songs on this album were originally written in Spring 2005, along with several dozen others. Many of these songs originally featured on the album, The Agony Of Self Defeat, as well as several related releases, while many others are being heard here for the first time. This is the twelfth of fourteen new album releases for 2017.

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released December 15, 2017

"produced" by chris anderson
Recorded and mixed in The Room, November 2017
"Sleepin' At The Wheel" recorded in the Sidebar, 2013

CA: acoustic and electric guitars, bass, acoustic and electric mandolin, banjo, drum programming, percussion, vocals, other shit.

All songs written by Chris Anderson
(c) CA / Flying Dachshund Music (BMI)


Dedicated to The Agony Of Self Defeat


(p)(c) 2017 chris anderson / flying dachshund music. all rights reserved. share and spread the word but ripping me off just won't fly.

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Chris Anderson Alexandria, Virginia

Chris is a wildly prolific songwriter who has hovered among the outskirts of the music world for over 30 years. On his own label, Flying Dachshund Music, Chris has released 154 CDs, 96 of them being full-length albums. That's just the tip of the iceberg and there are no signs of stopping. Ever.

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